Friday, April 27, 2007

I've really been thinking a lot lately. Though I've been telling people that I wasn't born to make the wrong decision, I've been making mistakes after mistakes right from the start. Going to JC was the greatest one. It's the worst period of time I have to go through. Character molding I must say.

Well, JC is a place where I see real losers. REAL walking losers. But after knowing more and more of them, I come to realise that losers always get the best things. The blackest of the blackest horse got to be someone nobody believes. The loser of the losers got the chance to talk big because he was so blessed. He did not a ask yet he received.

Really feel that I've been shortchanged, not only a lot but a hell lot. Didn't know what I've done wrong. Went for trainings but got kicked out, train hard but got a lousy suit, got the gun 1st but let it to others. I really hate to offend others but nice guys finishes last isn't it? Well I've got no use for those losers now, its time that I be a real man and start fighting for my rights.

Well you guys forced me to...

Mistakes made:
Going JC
Not going for pre-U seminar
Joining shooting wasn't a mistake. Something went wrong half way.
Always giving in thinking that its always ok
Abstaining myself from politics

Posted by Retard at 7:44 PM